Just Filling the Time

When I did my internship as a music teacher in the public schools, I looked up one day to find my professor walking into the music room behind the fifth grade class scheduled for that half hour.  My heart sank.  I did have a lesson prepared, but it was not a wow-zer.  It taught a valid musical concept, one I could easily build on in future lessons—the first of what educators call a “unit.”  I had prepared a lesson plan with appropriate behavioral objectives.  It met all expectations and requirements.  But to me, it seemed so—well, ordinary.

 I taught that lesson twice in a row with no problems.  The students caught on quickly and I met the objectives with no difficulty.  After the second group left I approached the tall, slim, dignified looking lady, expecting her to meet me with, at best, a mediocre assessment.

 “Good job,” she said, and when my jaw dropped she added, “Listen:  they can’t all be showstoppers.  You taught an important lesson and you taught it well.  They learned exactly what you set out to teach them and they enjoyed it.”

 I learned something that day, something I keep reminding myself as I approach the computer day after day, struggling sometimes to find something to write.  Just do your best.  Turn in a good effort, be faithful to the Word God has entrusted you with, and let Him take care of the rest.

 Sometimes I hear from people telling me that what I wrote was exactly what they needed that day.  A few times it was a piece I almost deleted because I was so dissatisfied with it.  The same thing has happened to Keith.  When you preach two sermons a week, every week, you occasionally produce one just because you needed one to fill the time one Sunday morning, not because you were particularly enthralled with the subject.  Many times people have complimented those very sermons.  At least one of them led directly to a conversion.

 Many times we feel unnoticed and totally useless to the Lord.  We think we are doing nothing for God because nothing we do matters.  Nonsense.  More people are watching you than you know.  You need to learn the same lesson I did. 

Every day can't be a showstopper.  Some days are so ordinary as to make you wonder why you exist.  You get up, you go to work, you come home and spend time with the family.  You pay your bills on time and help the neighbor with his ornery lawn mower, perhaps even mowing his yard for him.  You study your Bible, and then you hit the sack and get up and go again the next morning, an ordinary--you think--honest, hard-working Joe.

Or you get up and down all night with the baby and barely know you are sending your older ones off to school because you are so tired.  But then you still do the grocery shopping and prepare the meals and launder the clothes.  You wash dishes and scrub floors and dust the countertops and shelves, change the sheets, then throw together an extra casserole for a sick neighbor, help the kids with their Bible lesson and then their homework, and fall into bed exhausted.

Or you sit at home alone because you are too old and sick and frail to get out any longer, so you watch a little TV, read your Bible, call a few folks on the sick list (besides yourself), write a few get well and sympathy cards, then go to bed and start all over again tomorrow.

And all of you wonder, what good is that to anyone?  Well, you never know, especially when you count God into the mix.  He can work wonders with the weak, the frightened, and the average.  He can take the smallest seed you plant and make a huge tree out of it.  Don’t you remember a parable along those lines?  In God’s hands, nothing you do is just filling up time.

So get up every morning and do what you are supposed to do in the way you are supposed to do it.  Someone out there needs to see you do that, and if you do, God will take care of the rest.

 

I planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase. So then neither is he that plants anything, neither he that waters; but God that gives the increase. Now he that plants and he that waters are one: but each shall receive his own reward according to his own labor. For we are God's fellow-workers...  1Cor 3:6-9.

 

Dene Ward

 

Comments

Margaret McNeill 4/22/2026
Oh, Dene! I am SO SHARING this one with my sweet husband! (You may or may not know that, due to my Mom's extremely limiting and demanding physical situation, we have been worshiping here at home, with just our family, for over 6 years now, even before Covid forced so many congregations to hold "virtual services" for several months back in 2020...) So often, my precious husband feels like his weekly sermons to us (just the 4 of us here, joined by two other family members in FL, via cellphone, who can't get "out" to services) are "nothing special", while I see them as wonderful, hard-working evidence of his efforts to help to spiritually lead all of us closer to our Lord. He works a SUPER DEMANDING secular job with very long hours during the week, and, after handling the yard work with our special needs son on Saturdays, paying bills, and doing other "household things" that I am not able to handle, he sits down to write a lesson for our little family worship service on Sunday. We all appreciate so much what he does, and it also gives my son (who always assists his Dad with the service, in leading our singing and helping with the Lord’s Supper and with prayers) a wonderful experience of training that will stay him one day when he is part of a bigger group again. (He never got much opportunity to assist in this way in the other church family's that we have been a part of over the years, sadly.) Doing this has really helped my husband's spiritual growth, as well. It has given him a TRUE sense of what is expected of him as the spiritual leader of his family, and the strength to get through some very difficult times over these past few years since we began to worship in this way. He also leads us in our Wednesday evening Bible Study, another wonderful resource that has helped all of us grow so much...Thank you for acknowledging that whatever we do for God and His people, as long as we do the best we can, He will continue to bless our efforts! 😊
Dene 4/23/2026
Oh Margaret! Thank you for telling me about this. I am so happy that my meager offering can be of use to someone. You have a wonderful man there!

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